Sunday, March 8, 2009

What a day....(sigh)

8 Mac 2009..I am 22 years and 9months today...The start of the day went okay..gud..but towards the end..i don't feel good anymore. Can't reveal why, just feeling lousiness in me..Thinking that i might be the reason for hurting one heart or be the reason for disappoinment in a person's life..i just don't know wt to think..Hurm..can't blame anyone either bcoz wt had happen is already written to happen. We might feel regret for something and we keep on blaming ourselves as well as faith..but it won't change anything..obviously..*sigh*

Think +vely? Yeah..counselors might ask us to do that but action is far too hard than words. I was really attracted to a quote from a person who seems to know that people can say and ask us to do anything but they don't really have the empathy on how we are struggling to do it. He said "It is hard to think positively and some people failed to do it...but we can be positive when we stop to think negatively"

For people who might get into problems (regardless of any reasons) stop thinking negatively...everybody may involves in problems...but it doesn't means that we should give it up easily, i am reminding myself as well..

Frankly, i feel like throwing myself far..far away from this life. i want to run away from people who might think that i am the reason for them to feel worthless, disappointed,unhappy,embrassed etcetera. I just want everybody to be happy...it doesn't matter if my heart is crying silently inside coz my tears worth for nothing.

*sigh*

Shuffle Winamp??? alahai...

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Wish You Were Here-Incubus (ha? kinda true sbb Si dia msti ada rs nk ada dkt ngn ku..haha)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Situasi-Bunkface (Ape ni??? situasi hr ni sgt bosan..huhu)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Walk Away-Paula Deanda (Yeah...wtever happen,just walk away..no turning back..huhu)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Tangisan Sekeping Hati-Alleycats (Biarla ht ku yg sekeping ni je menangis..asal org len hepi..ceh)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ayat-Ayat Cinta-Rossa (wah..aku seorg peng'ayat cinta kerw? keke)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kenapa-Shazzy&Lah (Haish...kenapa aku lahir ke? Ala..xbestnyem..waaa)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Bagai Bulan Di pagar Bintang-P.Ramlee (Hahaha..perasannye drku..=P)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Why-OST Full House (Why suddenly appears dis question?? kekeke)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Terima Kasih Tuhan-Mawaddah(Fuh..terima ksh krn anugerahkn Si Dia sbg bestfren aku..ehe)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Ceritera Cinta-Jac Victor (haha..gud2..inilah ksh hdpku..pnuh dgn cinta..tq awak..ehe)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pastikan-Siti Nurhaliza (Ntah..aku xpasti lg kot..wahahaha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If I were You-Hoobastank (Err...mayb sbb aku suka Si Dia sgt kot,so nk jd dia spy aku th Si Dia pon suka aku..terer x? haha)

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love Stoned-Justin Timberland (Keke..mau koyak rabak kebaya chantek aku dance lagu nih)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Cinta Di Pantai Merdeka (Apekahh??? huhu..jgn!!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kau Ilhamku-Man Bai (Pk Si Dia kot..sbb Si Dia la ilhamku..Cayam awak..*blushed*)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Just for my Mum-Sheila on 7 (Yeah...i don't want to lost my mum..syg ummi)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Belaian Ibu-Hijjaz (ehehe..btul2..betapa mendalamnye belaiannya..xde sape tahu)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Come to you-Celine Dion (Yeay..btl2..windu Si Dia sgt..ehe)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Anugerah Terindah Yg pernah Kumiliki-SO7 (yezza! itulah shbt2 ku)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kenapa Singgah kalau tak masuk-Flava (Hah..aku dh pnt2 wat nih,komen la wei..hahaha)

Dengan rasminya aku menge'tag':

Moon
Akak
Al
Wanie

Saturday, March 7, 2009

kene jgk akuh..huh

Dengan xsemena-mena hr nih, aku tlah di 'tag' oleh ibuemiralisa..aiseh.. okeh..jom,kte carik!

1. GO to your photos folder in your computer

2. GO to the 6th Folder of your photos
3. GO to the 6th photos in that folder
4. Put the picture on your blog & description of it.
5. Invite 6 friends to join the challenge
6. Link them in your blog & let them know they have been challenged.



Ha...inilah dia jejaka idaman dara..Incik Ismafardi Ismail

erk..mmg xleh nk lari kt mane dh sbb pusing2 pon gmbr dia je bersepah dlm 'cik TOSH' sy ni..haha

Nk dijadikan cter,gmbr ni disnap pd 11/10/2007. ahaks..cik abg kte nih tgh tlg mama dia wat kueh rayer...cecece...rajin tau dia nih?? siap bleh sengih2 lg...keke

Si dia mms gmbr nih kt ai sbb xmo ai pk dia wat keje len..dia tlg mama tau??? huhu..
Jgn xth,siswazah uitm ni sgt rajin di dapur...'Awak,nk tempah biskut raya thn ni leh?'

huhu..nah,nk bg kt sape plak ye?

1.Moon..err..dia sorg jelah kot..haha




p/s: Sy sgt blur..xth nk kenekan sape..wahahaha



Tuesday, March 3, 2009

New Bride and Groom



Selamat Pengantin Baru

buat

Muhd Khairul Haffizi & Norhayati

huhu..i was crying by the time i kiss my bro dat day...(emo..ehe)..Sdey bile my only older bro dh get married sbb slame ni,kalo blk kg, aku ngn dia je dlm keta..dia skt pinggang ke,skt kaki ke,skt blkg ke..aku la yg tolong urut..ehe..

kalo nk g shopping ke ape ke time blk kg,aku jelah tukang ikut..but..time has changed a lot..

Now, he got someone to look after him...i am glad that at last he found someone that he loved..

Anyway,aku harap perkahwinan ini kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n hope they can cope with the new life..(pesanan buat kakak ipar ku..sbr jelah kalo kanda aku tuh marah2..dia mmg fussy and pongoh cket..ehehe)

haa...cpt ckt wat bby..aku xsbr nk ada anak sedara nih..kui3...

Adui..abg dh kawen..adik??? Bak kata abah, "Pasni Teh plak"..huhu

Jauh lagi tu bah...kalo ikutkan ht, mmg nk sgtla cpt2 (amboih..gatal noo...) hahaha

Tapi...biar masa yg tentukan..ehehe...yg 'di sana' xleh langkah bendul..(kne tggu giliran ek Kakna??..ehehe)

p/s: Ingat sng ke nk kawen???? =p



Empowering MIND!

Ha..hr senin hr tuh,dak2 kls A (TESL,part8) wat seminar PD

tajuk dia 'Empowering mind'..besh..sbb bleh dgr Yuna nyanyi..ehehe (Poyo je..pdhl,xknl pon Yuna sblm nih) tp guys,sore dia besh!!! ehehe




Ni lah 2,3 kerat gmbr yg aku bleh dolod..kui3..

Gmbr first tuh??? uikss..nape nama dekan ku same dgn name bonda 'ehem2' aku?? huhu

kebetulan kn? ehe

So,gmbr2 len tuh kwn2 ku la..ehe

keje aku hr tuh,amek gmbr utk montage..haa..30/3 nih giliran kls B plak wat seminar..

korg truskan support kerajinan aku memblog yep? haha