ape tu??? huhu...setelah aku menderita kebosanan selama hampir 2bulan..menunggu anggur ku yang x ranum2..akhirnya ada la kerja yg dtg menjenguk...kekeke..
2Bulan yang berlalu tu indah la jgk sbbnye aku dok men ngn ayim je hari2..hahaha..xpyh rsai psl exam..study...test...asaimen...Fuh..nikmatnye xterkata! Adeh...tp aku ni sememangnye terkenal dgn anak sedara yg xreti dok diam dikalangan uncle-aunty ku..so..diorg sgt sebok bertanyakan ttg perihal aku yg xbekerja..Aiseh...tambah plak ayahanda ku yg potpet2 setiap ketika dan waktu psl keje aku..niat d hati ni mmgla nk kerja cpt tp niat d hati Cinta Hati nak aku relax je dulu..5 tahun dow bergelumang dgn buku n airmata..kehkehkeh...mcm telenovela plak...(xde maknanye..haha)
Citer psl ayahanda aku yg terchenta ni, dia mmg dh xsbr2 suh aku bergelar pekerja..dh berbulu bijik mata kowt tgk aku kt umah..haha..so,setiap kali ada org ckp psl kekosongan jawatan sbgai ckgu ganti, dia akan balik n citer kt aku...suh g mtk la...adehla..bkn aku mls tp aku serik..hahaha..ntahpape...
satu hari tuh, aku dh mmg bosan tahap gaban dh...mane taknye..sume geng2 rumah no. 10 dh bergelar pensyarah n tutor..aku????? Aku pon dgn semangat yg membara, aku amik kunci moto aku...cehhhh...myk xde plak..tp aku xputus asa..aku pon amik beskal LERUN zaman skolah dulu n terus mengayuh smpi berpeluh menuju ke kdai runcit utk membeli sokkaba..hahaha...citer mcm nk g perang..ahaks...suke ht la!
Berhari2 jgkla aku berkelakuan sedemikian....smpai ummi aku dh tgk anak dara dia ni dh desperado sgt nk keje..hahaha...kelakar kalo ingt balik! Pastu..dlm bnyk2 paper yg aku bli tuh,ada la iklan jawatan kosong pesyarah kt KPTM (Kolej Poly-Tech MARA) Cheras..aku pon apply la..Seminggu lps tu, ada kakak nama Akma Kol suh dtg intebiu Hr Khamis, Kul 10 pg pd 23hb Julai 2009..Ha..aku pon bersama ayahanda tercinta naik KL g tebiu la nih..(ngn mek skali..sibuk nk jln jgk..ehehe)
Selesai Tebiu, aku pon pulang la ke kg halaman pd hr Jumaat, 24hb Julai 2009. Sesampainye aku d rumah pd pukul 6.40 ptg...aku n ayahanda ku sgt penat..so, xsempat angkat brg2 dr keta lg..aku dh terbungkam atas katil..dpn tb...(ahaha..pemalas btul)..then...kring..kring..kring...tepon aku pon berbunyik...aish..mcm knl je nombor tepon nih...aku pon hello la..pastu dgrla sore kak Akma KPTM tuh..."Cik Nurul Hazwani,cik telah diterima untuk jawatan pensyarah bahasa inggeris di KPTM Bangi..sila lapor diri pada hari Isnin, 27 Julai 2009 di KPTM Bangi"..
Ha...ms tuh perasaan aku bercampur baur..hurm..nk kata hepi...hepi la jgk..pastu aku tgk je muka ayahandaku...muka penat..adeh..xkan nk hntr aku g bangi plak ahad ni...bru je balik..huhu..then, aku pon umumkan la gudnews tuh..ha..seronok tau tgk reaksi blur+hepi kt muka ummi n abah..ehehe..rs mcm bangga je..hahaha..(aish..riak3..xbaik dow)..
Esoknye (hari sabtu), ummi wat nasi ayam..wah..peberet aku! ehehe...Cinta hati pon ada skali hr tu..ummi ckp dia msk nasi ayam sempena aku n cinta hati dpt keje! Yeay! suke3...huhu..
Hari ahad (26 Julai 2009)...Aku, abah, Cinta Hati n ayOh ngOh pon berangkatla ke KL..ha..jgn xtahu..Cinta Hati aku drive laju bgt..hehe..takot abah..keke..tp mujurla ada dia..abah pon bleyh rehat...Thanks Awak!
Citer2...hari dh mggu kedua aku kt KPTM nih..so far..so good...aku xsabar nk balik n tukar keje ke KPTM KB...then,aku bleh dok KB..ehehe..mls la dok KL sorg2...xbesh!
Pnjg plak n3 aku kali nih..xpela..dh lame xmemblog kn? ehehe...Aku berazam lps ni,aku akan cuba merajinkan diri..(time xde kls nih blehla) hahaha...
p/s: Aku rindu ummi n abah...huk3
Berhar
Monday, August 3, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
What a day....(sigh)
8 Mac 2009..I am 22 years and 9months today...The start of the day went okay..gud..but towards the end..i don't feel good anymore. Can't reveal why, just feeling lousiness in me..Thinking that i might be the reason for hurting one heart or be the reason for disappoinment in a person's life..i just don't know wt to think..Hurm..can't blame anyone either bcoz wt had happen is already written to happen. We might feel regret for something and we keep on blaming ourselves as well as faith..but it won't change anything..obviously..*sigh*
Think +vely? Yeah..counselors might ask us to do that but action is far too hard than words. I was really attracted to a quote from a person who seems to know that people can say and ask us to do anything but they don't really have the empathy on how we are struggling to do it. He said "It is hard to think positively and some people failed to do it...but we can be positive when we stop to think negatively"
For people who might get into problems (regardless of any reasons) stop thinking negatively...everybody may involves in problems...but it doesn't means that we should give it up easily, i am reminding myself as well..
Frankly, i feel like throwing myself far..far away from this life. i want to run away from people who might think that i am the reason for them to feel worthless, disappointed,unhappy,embrassed etcetera. I just want everybody to be happy...it doesn't matter if my heart is crying silently inside coz my tears worth for nothing.
*sigh*
Think +vely? Yeah..counselors might ask us to do that but action is far too hard than words. I was really attracted to a quote from a person who seems to know that people can say and ask us to do anything but they don't really have the empathy on how we are struggling to do it. He said "It is hard to think positively and some people failed to do it...but we can be positive when we stop to think negatively"
For people who might get into problems (regardless of any reasons) stop thinking negatively...everybody may involves in problems...but it doesn't means that we should give it up easily, i am reminding myself as well..
Frankly, i feel like throwing myself far..far away from this life. i want to run away from people who might think that i am the reason for them to feel worthless, disappointed,unhappy,embrassed etcetera. I just want everybody to be happy...it doesn't matter if my heart is crying silently inside coz my tears worth for nothing.
*sigh*
Shuffle Winamp??? alahai...
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Wish You Were Here-Incubus (ha? kinda true sbb Si dia msti ada rs nk ada dkt ngn ku..haha)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Situasi-Bunkface (Ape ni??? situasi hr ni sgt bosan..huhu)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Walk Away-Paula Deanda (Yeah...wtever happen,just walk away..no turning back..huhu)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Tangisan Sekeping Hati-Alleycats (Biarla ht ku yg sekeping ni je menangis..asal org len hepi..ceh)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ayat-Ayat Cinta-Rossa (wah..aku seorg peng'ayat cinta kerw? keke)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kenapa-Shazzy&Lah (Haish...kenapa aku lahir ke? Ala..xbestnyem..waaa)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Bagai Bulan Di pagar Bintang-P.Ramlee (Hahaha..perasannye drku..=P)
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Why-OST Full House (Why suddenly appears dis question?? kekeke)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Terima Kasih Tuhan-Mawaddah(Fuh..terima ksh krn anugerahkn Si Dia sbg bestfren aku..ehe)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Ceritera Cinta-Jac Victor (haha..gud2..inilah ksh hdpku..pnuh dgn cinta..tq awak..ehe)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pastikan-Siti Nurhaliza (Ntah..aku xpasti lg kot..wahahaha)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If I were You-Hoobastank (Err...mayb sbb aku suka Si Dia sgt kot,so nk jd dia spy aku th Si Dia pon suka aku..terer x? haha)
WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love Stoned-Justin Timberland (Keke..mau koyak rabak kebaya chantek aku dance lagu nih)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Cinta Di Pantai Merdeka (Apekahh??? huhu..jgn!!)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kau Ilhamku-Man Bai (Pk Si Dia kot..sbb Si Dia la ilhamku..Cayam awak..*blushed*)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Just for my Mum-Sheila on 7 (Yeah...i don't want to lost my mum..syg ummi)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Belaian Ibu-Hijjaz (ehehe..btul2..betapa mendalamnye belaiannya..xde sape tahu)
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Come to you-Celine Dion (Yeay..btl2..windu Si Dia sgt..ehe)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Anugerah Terindah Yg pernah Kumiliki-SO7 (yezza! itulah shbt2 ku)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kenapa Singgah kalau tak masuk-Flava (Hah..aku dh pnt2 wat nih,komen la wei..hahaha)
Dengan rasminya aku menge'tag':
Moon
Akak
Al
Wanie
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Wish You Were Here-Incubus (ha? kinda true sbb Si dia msti ada rs nk ada dkt ngn ku..haha)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Situasi-Bunkface (Ape ni??? situasi hr ni sgt bosan..huhu)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Walk Away-Paula Deanda (Yeah...wtever happen,just walk away..no turning back..huhu)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Tangisan Sekeping Hati-Alleycats (Biarla ht ku yg sekeping ni je menangis..asal org len hepi..ceh)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ayat-Ayat Cinta-Rossa (wah..aku seorg peng'ayat cinta kerw? keke)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kenapa-Shazzy&Lah (Haish...kenapa aku lahir ke? Ala..xbestnyem..waaa)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Bagai Bulan Di pagar Bintang-P.Ramlee (Hahaha..perasannye drku..=P)
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Why-OST Full House (Why suddenly appears dis question?? kekeke)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Terima Kasih Tuhan-Mawaddah(Fuh..terima ksh krn anugerahkn Si Dia sbg bestfren aku..ehe)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Ceritera Cinta-Jac Victor (haha..gud2..inilah ksh hdpku..pnuh dgn cinta..tq awak..ehe)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pastikan-Siti Nurhaliza (Ntah..aku xpasti lg kot..wahahaha)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If I were You-Hoobastank (Err...mayb sbb aku suka Si Dia sgt kot,so nk jd dia spy aku th Si Dia pon suka aku..terer x? haha)
WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love Stoned-Justin Timberland (Keke..mau koyak rabak kebaya chantek aku dance lagu nih)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Cinta Di Pantai Merdeka (Apekahh??? huhu..jgn!!)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kau Ilhamku-Man Bai (Pk Si Dia kot..sbb Si Dia la ilhamku..Cayam awak..*blushed*)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Just for my Mum-Sheila on 7 (Yeah...i don't want to lost my mum..syg ummi)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Belaian Ibu-Hijjaz (ehehe..btul2..betapa mendalamnye belaiannya..xde sape tahu)
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Come to you-Celine Dion (Yeay..btl2..windu Si Dia sgt..ehe)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Anugerah Terindah Yg pernah Kumiliki-SO7 (yezza! itulah shbt2 ku)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kenapa Singgah kalau tak masuk-Flava (Hah..aku dh pnt2 wat nih,komen la wei..hahaha)
Dengan rasminya aku menge'tag':
Moon
Akak
Al
Wanie
Saturday, March 7, 2009
kene jgk akuh..huh
Dengan xsemena-mena hr nih, aku tlah di 'tag' oleh ibuemiralisa..aiseh.. okeh..jom,kte carik!
1. GO to your photos folder in your computer
2. GO to the 6th Folder of your photos
3. GO to the 6th photos in that folder
4. Put the picture on your blog & description of it.
5. Invite 6 friends to join the challenge 6. Link them in your blog & let them know they have been challenged.
1. GO to your photos folder in your computer
2. GO to the 6th Folder of your photos
3. GO to the 6th photos in that folder
4. Put the picture on your blog & description of it.
5. Invite 6 friends to join the challenge 6. Link them in your blog & let them know they have been challenged.
Ha...inilah dia jejaka idaman dara..Incik Ismafardi Ismail
erk..mmg xleh nk lari kt mane dh sbb pusing2 pon gmbr dia je bersepah dlm 'cik TOSH' sy ni..haha
Nk dijadikan cter,gmbr ni disnap pd 11/10/2007. ahaks..cik abg kte nih tgh tlg mama dia wat kueh rayer...cecece...rajin tau dia nih?? siap bleh sengih2 lg...keke
Si dia mms gmbr nih kt ai sbb xmo ai pk dia wat keje len..dia tlg mama tau??? huhu..
Jgn xth,siswazah uitm ni sgt rajin di dapur...'Awak,nk tempah biskut raya thn ni leh?'
huhu..nah,nk bg kt sape plak ye?
1.Moon..err..dia sorg jelah kot..haha
p/s: Sy sgt blur..xth nk kenekan sape..wahahaha
erk..mmg xleh nk lari kt mane dh sbb pusing2 pon gmbr dia je bersepah dlm 'cik TOSH' sy ni..haha
Nk dijadikan cter,gmbr ni disnap pd 11/10/2007. ahaks..cik abg kte nih tgh tlg mama dia wat kueh rayer...cecece...rajin tau dia nih?? siap bleh sengih2 lg...keke
Si dia mms gmbr nih kt ai sbb xmo ai pk dia wat keje len..dia tlg mama tau??? huhu..
Jgn xth,siswazah uitm ni sgt rajin di dapur...'Awak,nk tempah biskut raya thn ni leh?'
huhu..nah,nk bg kt sape plak ye?
1.Moon..err..dia sorg jelah kot..haha
p/s: Sy sgt blur..xth nk kenekan sape..wahahaha
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
New Bride and Groom
Selamat Pengantin Baru
buat
Muhd Khairul Haffizi & Norhayati
huhu..i was crying by the time i kiss my bro dat day...(emo..ehe)..Sdey bile my only older bro dh get married sbb slame ni,kalo blk kg, aku ngn dia je dlm keta..dia skt pinggang ke,skt kaki ke,skt blkg ke..aku la yg tolong urut..ehe..
kalo nk g shopping ke ape ke time blk kg,aku jelah tukang ikut..but..time has changed a lot..
Now, he got someone to look after him...i am glad that at last he found someone that he loved..
Anyway,aku harap perkahwinan ini kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n hope they can cope with the new life..(pesanan buat kakak ipar ku..sbr jelah kalo kanda aku tuh marah2..dia mmg fussy and pongoh cket..ehehe)
haa...cpt ckt wat bby..aku xsbr nk ada anak sedara nih..kui3...
Adui..abg dh kawen..adik??? Bak kata abah, "Pasni Teh plak"..huhu
Jauh lagi tu bah...kalo ikutkan ht, mmg nk sgtla cpt2 (amboih..gatal noo...) hahaha
Tapi...biar masa yg tentukan..ehehe...yg 'di sana' xleh langkah bendul..(kne tggu giliran ek Kakna??..ehehe)
p/s: Ingat sng ke nk kawen???? =p
kalo nk g shopping ke ape ke time blk kg,aku jelah tukang ikut..but..time has changed a lot..
Now, he got someone to look after him...i am glad that at last he found someone that he loved..
Anyway,aku harap perkahwinan ini kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n hope they can cope with the new life..(pesanan buat kakak ipar ku..sbr jelah kalo kanda aku tuh marah2..dia mmg fussy and pongoh cket..ehehe)
haa...cpt ckt wat bby..aku xsbr nk ada anak sedara nih..kui3...
Adui..abg dh kawen..adik??? Bak kata abah, "Pasni Teh plak"..huhu
Jauh lagi tu bah...kalo ikutkan ht, mmg nk sgtla cpt2 (amboih..gatal noo...) hahaha
Tapi...biar masa yg tentukan..ehehe...yg 'di sana' xleh langkah bendul..(kne tggu giliran ek Kakna??..ehehe)
p/s: Ingat sng ke nk kawen???? =p
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